Sleepless nights

Ya'll...I have been so horrible with writing. I can't believe it has been this many years since I have written. I started this new blog and never kept it up. So many things have happened in the last few years. I will try to get everyone caught up soon. I lost so many followers and I take the blame for that. I stopped writing. I lost people after the divorce and it still pains me. I don't sleep at night. With all the thoughts running through my head tonight, I knew I had to get back to writing. It is an outlet I need and I believe it will help me. Maybe if I can get my thoughts out, I will be able to sleep again. I have never stopped loving the people that are currently not in my life. All I have are memories now and I will forever cherish them. Planning to dust the laptop off and get to typing soon. Even if it doesn't make sense to you, it helps me. May God bless you all and may God bless America!